Xmei

SHIFTED!

2010-05-05T16:40:00.004+08:00

I won't cry no more, I won't drown in my tears. I won't die no more, I've got over my fears. And I'm moving on, I know what to do. Cause I'm better off without you, and we both know that it's true.

WORDPRESS.

2010-05-03T21:35:00.004+08:00

So many things happened. I've got so much to say. Who's willing to listen to me?

All i think is to protect you, but ended up all you think is about her. WHAT ABOUT ME ? I've enough. All this year, this never changed. I'm not jealous i just felt unfair but what can i do? Accept it. FUCK THIS SHIT.

2010-05-03T02:36:00.003+08:00

Even if its a very small issue, i am very affected. I still care a lot about you after all this while. I haven't give up, although i nearly did. You're still the one,and i told myself. You waited for me all this years, few months to me is nothing. (: Friend may think i'm silly, no i'm not. I just think that, its my karma. Thats all, no one to blame but myself. Waiting for the impossible, i don't mind. I don't know how long will it take for me to move on, or open my heart for someone else meanwhile, i will wait for your return. Thats the only thing that keeps me going. (:

2010-04-28T16:07:00.002+08:00

What do I do now that you're gone
No back up plan, no second chance
No one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldn't say

2010-04-26T00:22:00.003+08:00

BACK TO SINGAPORE!

A fruitful trip to guangzhou!

4weeks, it may been very long but memories there were total awsome!

At first, i kinda regret going but as time goes by i changed my mind set.

Friends there are awesome,and i miss them now!

Made a 2 good good friends, Ahyu and shujun. I will nv forget them.

When i was sick, ahyu brought me to the school clinic.

And they both initiated to buy me porridge to my hostel,but i rejected.

They are really nice and caring friends.

3rd week after trip back to hongkong, i fell sick. for 2whole days, i vomited whatever i eat!

Feel so sick and horrible and i'm actually scare to eat for that week!

I eat 3 bottles of bao zai yun everyday! OMG!

Shopping was good good good! (:

Until at the fourth week, i start to chiong my projects.

Now im very behind time ): HOW!

Last week, me and alex have been chionging project!

But we manage to enjoy for the last day ;D

I will never forget the friends i made during this trip, nyp students + pyp students.

They ROCKS! (:

PYP FRIENDS ! (:

SHUJUN AND AHYU!

The irritating yet funny guys!

The grass very pockeyyyy, ouch

MY LOVELY NEPHEW @ HK!

2010-04-20T15:59:00.003+08:00

What's done is done. Water that have been poured out of a mug, milk that have been spilt out of a glass, cannot possibly be sponged up and squeezed back into where they came from. There may be some droplets left, some leftover fluid. But that will all dry up one day. In time to come, the glass or the mug will be completely empty, drained, and dry. Never mind the milk stains, or the line that water stored too long produces. What mattered the most was the content of which was stored in the cup. But now it's all gone so move on, darling.

2010-04-15T17:44:00.001+08:00

Temperature: 12°C
FRICKING COLD. I've no cold wear ): Freezingggggg!

Shivering like mad when im outta toilet after bathing!

Who the hell design the toilet to be outside at the balcony? Zzzz Damn dumb design can!

3rdweek at china is coming to an end, soon back to sg ):

I miss sg but i love the weather here.

I swear im gonna miss the weather here when im back to sg.

And so many things ive to face when im back FML ):

Okkk, fyp is very behind time now.

Ive to chiong next week,if nt ive nth to present when im back. HOHOHO.

2010-04-11T17:13:00.000+08:00

Trip to hongkong :D

Aveune of stars, hongkong uni, Victoria peak, check in, dinner cum supper.

Sat was kinda boring,but the most interesting part is that its my first time at hongkong,and its my first time travelling around alone!

I went to Mongkok myself by MTR. I was kinda scare at first, but was pretty satisfied when i met my cousin and nephews.

Had awesome dinner, sushi damn shiok and nice. Quite worth after waiting for 1.5hrs for the seats :X

Back to hotel around 12ish,bathed and we hiong out to get snacks hahahaa. wasn't supposed to go out after 12 :X

Sunday, forced myself to wakeup at 730am. Prepare and trained to cousin's place! :D

Hk's condo is really very small! Was kinda shocked when i went in!

YUMCHA !

SHOPPING! We give ocean park a miss! I spent 2hrs? or more at H&M! Was quite satisfied but i dont find any wallet ):

Espirt was next! Cousin in law bought my mom and i a wallet :D I guess its cheaper in HK! Haha.

Went to take a ferry from shueng wan to tusi she shui. (Y) New experience ! Haha.

Settle down for lunch ;D Potato rice from cousin in law was awesome. i love it man haha!

Then bid goodbye ): Sigh, i wish i can stay longer Ahhhhhhhh!

Ferry back to panyu, feeling uncomfortable then started vomitting. Till now, still uncomfortable siol.

Havent had my dinner too,double cheese burger still on my table! Haha,gonna eat it tmr, it not gonna throw it away ba. ):

Appetite had been very bad these days! Even in hk, i dont eat much too. ):

2010-04-09T21:11:00.002+08:00

I skipped school today, but i washed my clothes, mopped and washed the floor. :DD

Stomach upset ): Keep running to toilet ahhhh! ):

Hongkong tmr! I hope i will be fine tmr.

2010-04-07T20:51:00.001+08:00

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there,

Thanks for acting like you cared

And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watching as I fall

And letting me know we were done

2010-04-06T00:37:00.000+08:00

Second week at Guangzhou Panyu Polytechnic (:

First week here was awesome!

Panyu friends here are super nice friendly and caring!

I'm so glad to know them! They have been us around, giving up their time for us!

We only went out on thursday, which ive alrdy blogged around it!

Lingnan is a very nice place. Vintage! :D

Shopping part was good,except having aitong(my roommate) with us.

She's scary, keep staring at you and her eye like gold fish kinda.

She like to bang people when walking.

She's like to ask people to pay first and never return the money,you must ask for it!

And when you ask for it she will like 'eh i don't have small change' zz

Not i very stingy, so lil money also want gei gao. Is cause she like to tan xiao pian yi! -.-

Even the guys find that too. I feel sorry for you.

Cause we SEG(E) outcast you but cause you make us to do that.

Was down with bad cough! ): Teacher gave me half day off ytd cause i look pale! HAHA

Its because i didn't sleep the previous night :X

I love to go down the salon and wash my hair, damn shiok and its only RMB$10 ! LMAO.

Tonight we got an event by our dear panyu friends. :D I will be the MC for tonight. Kinda scary HAHA!

Sometime i feel lonely here,cause all the guys are at level 4 and i'm not that close with the other girls.

Rather stay in room, use com or sleep ): I wanna go out but the girls don't dare zzz -.-

Wanna go out alone but cannot! Too dangerous to go out alone! Grrr.

I can't wait till this weekend! HONGKONG TRIP :D LOVE TTM!

Sleepy again! ): ROAR!

2010-04-02T15:57:00.006+08:00

Day 4: Guangzhou University + Lingnan Impression + Shopping = Awesome !

"As I look back on all that's happened--growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me...there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever...and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, to my friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold."

2010-03-31T23:43:00.003+08:00

"Life is not about who you love and who you hurt, it's about keeping your trust, it's about what you say and what you mean, it's about judgments you pass and why, it's about jealousy, fear, and revenge, but mostly of all it's about using your life to touch or poison other peoples hearts in a way that could have never have occurred alone."

2010-03-31T11:08:00.004+08:00

Yesterday night was awesome ttm!

We went for BBQ with our panyu friends then SDM students came along too!

The beer here is effin cheap ttm! RMB$6 only!

They actually sell beer in school. HAHAHA cool ttm!

The foods are salty! Salty salty salty! :X Dint eat alot thou.

Currently in school now,watching UDK video. AHhhhhh.

AND THE FRICKING DISGUSTING GIRL IS SINGING LOUDLY! WTF.

ME AND ALEX BTH ALRD. FYI, SHE IS MY ROOMATE FML!

2010-03-30T09:46:00.002+08:00

Currently in school now.

The connection here is much better then my room's,but still LAG!

I cant even upload any photos. CHUI TTM!

It takes forever to load one page, esp facebook!

Ok, we can't sneak out to shop or whatever cause the school is fricking big and we needa walk very far.

I'm super hungry now, lunch's @ 12pm omfg !

Ohya, this morning i bathed with cold water FML the temp is like 16 - 18degree?

I lioke the weather here, cause school's surrounding with mountain thats why is colder there?

Like everywhere is air conditional! Wohooooo.

Okayyy i'm sleepy now ): Needa do my poster alrddd ;D

CIAO! Anw, my temp num is 91321413 ! Anything text me :D

2010-03-28T23:59:00.001+08:00

JB trip cancelled on thursday cause my passport was cocked up at the agency! ):

Went Chong Pang Lasi Lemak, AMK KBOX! (:

Sorry aly, jt and jess!

BYEBYE SINGAPORE HELLO CHEENA!

Flight @ 820ma fricking super early! Omggg!

Luggage not packed yet too! ):

Only looking forward to the weekend heading over to HongKong (: (:

I will miss you many many ):

2010-03-26T13:31:00.002+08:00

I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with eachother; for those were some of the best times of my life.

2010-03-26T11:31:00.001+08:00

All this while, its because you've motives thats why i'm your good friend. Now that you don't have the motive anymore, this is how you treat your friend? I've see the changes in you. Yes, we are no longer close i'm sad about this, because i treated you as my true friend, my buddy. But this is the shit i get, cause you've your motive. Now that its gone, you treat your friend differently. All i can say, you're FAKE.

(You knw who you're im not gonna state any name. I know you will read my blog. This post it for you. I'm not giving any attitude here or in fb but then its the fact and its how i feel.)

2010-03-25T00:47:00.002+08:00

You know it's gonna hurt the most when you see your love going about with all his friends and acting like his life hasn't changed a bit. All the while, you're sitting in the background with one thought running through your head: I can love him until I break, but never again will I be able to have him. Never again will I be able to hold his hand, or tell him I love him, or kiss him, or even call him and tell him the stupid stuff I did that day. From now on, he is my friend; not my boyfriend. He is no longer the one person in the world who will never judge me. And it's so hard when you love someone this much, but you just don't know how to love him the right way.

2010-03-24T10:46:00.002+08:00

5 more days.
i can't imagine my days there, cause i will be sleeping with someone disgusting -.-
sharing the same room as her for a month, omfg. :X
somehow i don't feel like going anymore .....

2010-03-22T00:00:00.003+08:00

Things to do for this week:

1) Hair treatment.
2) Get new laptop by wednesday.
3) Install all necessary software i need for fyp.
4) Get my backpack.
5) Settle my travel insurance.
6) Pack my luggage.
7) Change RMB and HK dollar.
8) Pedi/manicure @ fep.

Schedule so packkkkkkk! Wtf!

2010-03-21T22:12:00.002+08:00

COUNT DOWN : 8 days to guangzhou !

(: (: (: (:

IMISSYOUBOBO ):

2010-03-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

TGIF! I can rest. Wohooooo.

2010-03-18T14:17:00.002+08:00

So, please, just be patient. I'm so afraid to care about someone. I know it seems like I'm this strong girl who can get through everything, but inside I'm very fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering.

2010-03-16T17:13:00.002+08:00

FYP SUCKS TTM ! ):

Well, Skipped on thurs and fri.

ITSHOW @ SUNTEC. Thurs - Sun.

Late for school for this two days ):

Getting sick of fyp man. 830 - 6 doing nothing.

Khookeechai haven't brief me and alex,only know we will be game zz ):

Doing poster now,but ive no idea,no mood. Dog-tired!

AND the good thing is I LOST MY VOICE!

2010-03-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

“You've changed so much. I guess that's what happens. I wish you knew how much you changed me. I wonder if I changed you, if your life is different because of me. Because mine's different. My God, you taught me so much, and now we don't even talk to each other. I guess that's what happens.”

“Everything in life is connected somehow. You may have to dig deep to find it but its there. Everything is the same even though its different. Somehow everything connects back with your life. The faces in certain places may be different, but the situation is the same. Irony is a hidden factor that creeps around us in life, letting its presence felt only after it has left. Picture back to a year ago and the situation you were in. Look at how things are different yet somehow everything it still in someway cognate. Everything connects together to form the balance of life, to maintain structure. Change is and always will be inevitable, but everything is relative, and all the moments and times in your life will come back around again, you just might find yourself on the other side of the coin. Things are always changing, as fast as everything stays the same.”

2010-03-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

Finally meet up with the cliqueeee last friday! When did we last meet up? Hmmmm! Last year may? If i'm not wrong. HEHE. Nice catching up with them! Dinner @ shaw tower ! Bugis then off i went to suntec Harry's bar w zhiyang for short drink. Pasir ris to find SJ then the clique came to pick me up for dinner at changi (:

2010-03-12T00:42:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE CHONG! YOU'RE 20 !

Hehe enjoyed myself ttm although memories kept flashing back!

Drink damn shiokkkk. play blackjack,lose drink.

Im the dealer and ash got 777 ! FML and bet 5mouth so = 35mouth sia! LOL.

Birthday boy was drunkkkkkk! (Y) LOL

2010-03-09T09:17:00.002+08:00

Dajie left for cambodia on 1st March ):

Seeyou in 6mths time! Miss you!

FYP IS FUCKING YO PUBOR BORING!

SO I THINK I WILL UPDATE VERY OFTEN ;D

2010-03-07T22:36:00.004+08:00

END OF FEBRUARY (:

DARRY AND CHLOE's BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION @ POWERHOUSE!

Both bday boy and girl K.O-ed! :D

and the bday girl gone missing in the club with her bf!

HAHA! and i didn't hit the dancefloor at all (:

FYP STARTS TODAY ): IN FEW HOURS TIME ):

IVE GOT NO HOLS, FML!

2010-03-04T03:38:00.005+08:00

EXAM'S OVER !

Over due photos!

Sentosa ! (: Loving it !

I love my nephews ttm !

Mom and biao sao went casino, followed by my cousin.

): dajie n me was left outside to take out of the kids!

I am so tired and out of strength.

Those kids are damn hyper.

But i manage to pat my nephew to sleep (: (:

Next day, my hand muscle ache! Pain like fuck. HAHAHA!

They went back to hongkong last wed!

Gonna see him in a month time ;D

Yayysss!

2010-03-03T04:16:00.001+08:00

2010-03-02T00:53:00.005+08:00

OVERDUE PHOTOS! 20th Feb @ Powerhouse ! ;D

I will end my post with

THEY ARE SOOOOOO CUTE!

2010-02-26T00:30:00.009+08:00

I wanted to change to tumblr but isabel say if i change she doesn't want to read my blog anymore ): Sooooooo i will stay at blogger ! :D So many overdue photos haven't upload siol i am so fricking tiredddddd! Always feel so busy when exams around the corner. So many bday parties to attend and im fricking brokeeee ): Penniless and jobless ohhhh how nice man! :DD Plus its hols. ): I don't take allowances. Stay low on march and hello panyu and hongkong!

Photos @ powerhouse on friday! 3year anni :D OMG, free flow from 9 - 11 ! Kio dao siaoo, beer and flaming lambo from alaric thanks! Just drink whatever drinks that is infront of me. BEER makes me KO ): Drunk drunk drunkkkk but not dead drunk! Thanks daphnneee, boey, russell and ofcus sj for taking care of me ^^

AND I SCREWED UP MY CMATHS PAPER HOW NICE! ):

2010-02-24T15:35:00.003+08:00

I used to scare of dogs but now i like them esp toy poodle! So naughty yet adorable. I told sj i want one too. He say i'm not ready for a dog yet (true enough) and my family won't allow pets at home! But he say he will buy me when i'm ready for oneeee :DDDDD I mark your words ok! (:

(reason you guys shld know why i will like toy poodle! ;D)

TIME TO STUDY :D

3 more paper to go. HOLS ? not for me ): FYP starting str8 after exams end! ):

2010-02-24T03:03:00.003+08:00

Ladies night was awesomeeee!

Was supposed to meet my bitch but she cldn't make it so i went over by myself!

Met brandon, boey there and aly, chloe, isabel there! Wohooooo.

Damn happening! I liokeee! Miss those time when i club w my gfs! ;D

Left early, alj mac w aly chloe n jess darry came aft that.

Homed @ 6ish am! ;D

My day's night, night's day ):

2010-02-22T04:19:00.001+08:00

I falling in love tumblr.com ! Its soooo awesome ;D Hahaha, should i change over ? Ahhh, anyway no one is reading my blog. Its like soooo dead!

2010-02-21T22:36:00.003+08:00

Chinese new year photos!

I forgot to take with my other niece and nephews! ): wasted siol!

Anw, this two nephews of mine are from hongkong.

1 so handsome 1 so pretty boy! OMG!

Steamboat and bai nian@ russell's place!

2010-02-18T15:49:00.002+08:00

Steamboat @ debbie's place last friday was good!

thanks alzee,deb and louis for preparing the food ;D

after dinner, shan yujie and jess left.

we played monopoly and debbie was so poor thing cause she got so lil houses.

tadah tadah, my bad flu irritates me so much that i cldn't stay over.

sj come to fetch me back,slacked a while at my place downstair.

;D bought my flu med for me too. thankssss

it sucks to be sick on cny!

2010-02-17T14:24:00.003+08:00

Overdue photo. Went prawning with trey on last Monday! ;D

Then slack by the beach! I love the sound of the wave, lying down and count the stars (:

Anw! How's your cny doing? Mine was a lazy one. :D

Didn't collect much angbao too cause i don't feel like facing my aunty and cousin lah.

So i just slept upstair at my popo's house while my dajie collect for me ;D

fyi, i went jb to baonian every year!

Shall update some photos soon!

2010-02-14T04:35:00.004+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR

and

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY TO ALL COUPLE!

Maybe I wasn't asking you to love me, maybe I was asking you to understand, because for so long I've been hurt and for so long you've ignored it, and maybe it is bad timing, but maybe, I don't care. I've been here all along just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you've been waiting too, and you haven't and maybe you never will or maybe you're afraid to. But it all hurts the same, and in the end, I'm the one that's left broken and when I lay down to sleep, I'm still the one crying, so screw the bad timing. I've loved you then, like I love you now, like I probably always will.

Its been 3weeks since you left ):

i miss you badly.

Days w/o you so miserable,but i know i can get over it.

2010-02-13T16:47:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY KWAN !

(9th feb)

2010-02-12T00:21:00.001+08:00

@ timbre! I can't remember which day was it ! yummy! roasted duck pizza is awesomeee! (:

i miss you boy. ):

2010-02-10T01:38:00.004+08:00

2010-02-08T02:04:00.005+08:00

I really really don't feel like letting go everything, i really hate it. Although i'm happy with my life now, friends friends and friends. But i really miss you badly. I hate to make decision, i hate the feeling of regret because it sucks. I really want to wait for you, but i know you too well you won't be back. Its just like a dream, a very sweet dream. I swear i will not find someone like you anymore, you deserve someone better then me. Our character are totally different, i admit. Because i thot we could overcome it as long as we try to change, but i was wrong. It takes two hands to clap. All this while, i've been trying to change to fit into his lifestyle, yet he's trying to accept my character which he give up half way? I'm halfway through but you give up. You said you tried, no you didn't. After 7mths, you tell me you couldn't accept my character and are not ready. Some told me its just an excuses, some told me you got someone else. I wasn't affected at all, i still believe your reason and its not an excuses. I really thot that we were good, we can overcome it baby. You didn't give me enough time to prove you wrong. Sometime i wonder, have you been thinking of me? do you miss me? have you even think of reconcile and return to my wonderful love story. The image of me and you keep flashing back. I miss those time hugging you to sleep, I miss those time you kissed me gently and hold my hand tightly. What makes me hate you is that, all this while you didn't tell me anything you kept all to yourself its damn unfair to me really really. I never regret being together with you (ok maybe few time), i never regret giving up everything for you, my friends, school, work. I dare to say that i really love you wholeheartedly and those time together were the best best ever in my 19years of life. Its like this moment will never come back anymore, its gone forever. The manfred i know, is DEAD. You're the new manfred i don't want to meet. ): ): I wonder why others is always given 1 chance, 2 chances but i got none. You didn't even give me any chance not a single one. You just push me down from the top of a mountain. I may look alright, i may be happy but at time i really miss you badly. Although i've moved on, you're still in my heart deep deep down you're still inside and you'll always be at a corner in my heart. No matter what you do, i am always so affected, when we are tgt when we are not. ): Sigh. Baby, you're so far away alrdy, your vision is getting so blur.

I know i am strong, yes i am and with the help of my friends i will be able to smile and stand up.

2010-02-07T15:29:00.004+08:00

I gotta face the fact, the reality.

&

Sometimes you got to lose something good to get something better

2010-02-05T03:06:00.002+08:00

You make me realised what is call love.

And

You make me realised what is the feeling of missing someone so deeply.

2010-02-03T00:35:00.003+08:00

Today was supposed to be our 7mth anniversary. Well, everything ended. Kinda short, but then its the best i ever had. (:

Everyone is asking me what happened between us. Nothing had happened,we didn't quarrel for days, or weeks. Everything just happened in few hours and our relationship ended. Everyone was shocked, so imagine how i felt. Its really a great impact on me, a huge one that i can merely breathe. Sleepless night, hunger and crying days. That's how i spent my days after since he left. I'm glad that my friend were there to hold me when i fall. He make me speechless, heartbroken. He's so heartless. He's a jerk, a bastard. I really wish that i hate him, but i can't cause i love him more then myself. I know i'm a fool. I can't control either.

All i can say is that

Maybe we are accidentally in love, and that i accidentally fall too deep.

2010-02-02T00:41:00.002+08:00

I think letting you go was the smartest decision I ever made. Even though I loved you so much, I just couldn't deal with the pain. And the times we spent together, holding each other, were the best times of my life. But no matter how much I wanted to keep you in my arms, I couldn't. I couldn't hold onto you, knowing that all you were going to do was hurt me. But right now, even though I still love you, I don't need you anymore. I don't need you to complete me. I just need you to comfort me when I'm sad, support me, and listen to me when I talk. So I guess what I'm saying is, I'm glad we're over. I'm glad I've let go.

And

Letting go of my past means forgiving myself for my mistakes, accepting that there's nothing 1 can do to change the past.

2010-01-31T23:05:00.001+08:00

ALL GOOD THINGS HAVE COME TO AN END.
(:

2010-01-29T03:13:00.002+08:00

哭了才發現自己真的受傷了
你曾對我說你永遠是我的。
爲了愛情我把自己的幸福都忘了
你快樂我就快樂

也許,是我們彼此都太年輕了
總是特別容易沈溺在愛情裏
每當我再次看到身邊美麗的花火，
你已離開我我還是想對你說：

baby I love u so much, 你走了我的心在淌血
baby u hurt me so bad,想要你回到我的世界
baby I love u so much, 你給我的諾言已經瓦解
baby u hurt me so bad … … … …
只要我們都愛著，無論多苦都值得
說好的怎麽忘記了你怎麽忘記了

you are the best gift i ever had.
although you left me, i will still be there when you're ready to come back.
baby, i never loved someone like that before.

2010-01-28T14:47:00.002+08:00

"I fill my days with memories of him. I remember how he used to look at me, as if I was his most valuable treasure. I can't help but wonder if we will be able to find our way back to each other. The road seems so very long, and my head is crowded with such a dark thought. I feel our bond grows weaker by the day and I'm powerless to stop it."

2010-01-25T17:28:00.003+08:00

I've been
Thinkin'
About you
And how we used to be then. Yeah
Back when
It didn't have to end
We can start again.

There's nothing left to say.
Don't waste another day.
Its just you and me tongiht,
Everything will be okay.
If its alright with you,
Then its alright with me.
Baby lets take this time,
Lets make new memories.

Do you remember?
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
All the fun times we had
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
All the fun times we had

Lets bring it back
Ohhh
Lets bring it back
Ohhh
Lets bring it back
Ohhh
Lets bring it back
Ohhh
Lets bring it back

So long
Since you've been
Missing
Its good to see you again
How are you
How you doin'
And how about we..
Don't let this happen again

There's nothing left to say.
Don't waste another day.
Its just you and me tonight,
Everything will be okay.
If its alright with you,
Then its alright with me.
Baby lets take this time,
Lets make new memories.

Do you remember?
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
All the fun times we had
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
All the fun times we had

Lets bring it back
Ohhh
Lets bring it back
Ohhh
Lets bring it back
Ohhh
Lets bring it back
Ohhh
Lets bring it back

[Sean Paul]
Yo, Aye, Girl Yo,
Bring it back to the time when you and me had just begun,
When I was still your number one.
While it might seem far-fetched baby girl,
But it can be done.
I got this feeling for ya blazing and its hot just like the sun,
Know you feel it too my girl just breathe up
And the good vibes run.
Girl take a sip out the champagne,
Take a little trip down my lane,
My girl.
While your out every night I will feel alright,
Nigga clearly this girl is a my world.
Dont change up now rearrange it girl,
Im a tellin this staight inta my world.
How many years say ya want come kiss this,
Girl cause ya miss this,
Thats what I heard
Thats what I heard
Thats what I heard
Word Girl

2010-01-24T12:13:00.002+08:00

Its not a dream.

2010-01-22T00:20:00.002+08:00

"It's not how long we've know each other, its how well."

Love my favourite girls, debbie and jingting(:
Realised that singapore is duper boring. Where else can you go on a saturday night if you didn't hit the club or the pub? Nowhere! So we ended up at chamber playing l4d2!
PUNGGOL LASI LEMAK SOON BABES!

2010-01-14T00:32:00.001+08:00

SHOULD I GO PANYU-GUANGZHOU????

): ): ):

2010-01-13T00:27:00.002+08:00

How to balance between school, work, relationship, friends and family??

B want get this for me, should i?

2010-01-07T23:00:00.004+08:00

Life's always a bitch, school's a nuisance.

2010-01-05T21:48:00.005+08:00

Clifford's birthday party.

Ladies night on Wednesday!(:

2010-01-02T04:01:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! WARMLY WELCOME YEAR 2010!
Wishing all a better year ahead! :DD

&&

Girls, do support bellaregaza.livejournal.com!

2009-12-29T01:57:00.004+08:00

Overdue photos.

On xmas day,spent half of my day baking cookies for bi then met up with deb, cc &clique.
L4d2! Funfunfun i want more ok! HEHEHE.

2009-12-26T23:49:00.004+08:00

Sorry for not updating ;X haha quite lazy to upload and i'm always not at home!

How's christmas? Well, this yr's a simple one. Met bi after work,ordered mac and kfc. :X yeah,thats how i spent my xmas eve. no house party,no club no party just a simple one with bi (: Xmas day,i actually slept my day away then bake cookies for bi. Planned to give him a surprise at his work place, but i was too late and he end work early. He came over PS to find me. YAYS,i love it. I love the cookies jar! HEHEHE :X Parklane,then bugis iluma! OMG,all the lan shop full,HOT and stuffy so ended up at iluma ;X Meanwhile,saw daphnnelove,albert they all! HAHAHA was still smsing w dap earlier on! l4d2,pool and homed. YAWNS.

Work work work,bi waited for me to end work. Back to his place for dinner.(: I'm at his place blogging now. Hmmm,i think he's falling asleep sooner or later. HAHAHA.

2009-12-22T11:59:00.003+08:00

I tot today's sunday! Then i think eh, no lah today tuesday silly siol! Work's good. I saw this super cute + handsome angmo baby boy! I am so attracted by him i swear! And the boy's daddy was so handsome tooo ;D I told b about it, he was like 'ask him to be your bf lah' LOL!!! jealoussss right ;XXXX

I got a new ear ring! ^^

Chio right??!!?

My sueyness to have this kind of sis but well i'm lucky cus i've a sweet n nice mom. I'll love my family more if my sis doesnt exist. Don't say i'm evil cause no one wants this kind of sis who's a burden to the family and w her around there's no peace at all, i swear. no one understand what i am going thru, my family are going thru. I guess if she doesn't exist my family will be a much loving one then current and will have peace days at home. so i just hope she die early so it will lessen my mom burden,everyone burden. (长痛不如短痛 right?）or if only the day she accept the fact maybe it'll b better(and i know it will never happen.) -.- or maybe i shld accept the fact that she's who she's and it god wish to made her today, so as to make me feel better??? so people you know how much i hate my sister. don't tell me she's my sister afterall, because having her as my sister is just so unfortunate.

2009-12-22T01:26:00.003+08:00

I am so not in the Christmas mood this year.

Seems like a boring year end for me. totally not in a mood to celebrate. Presents? So not looking forward to exchange. One from b's is enough i supposed. (Learning to be satisfied with my life ^^) Maybe just a simple lunch/dinner with friends i'm looking forward to? Hehe.

Ok, met up with my lovely puaychin and daphnne today (: Although its just a few hours of meet up, it was great. Chatting, gossiping updating with each other life! Good friend, Best friend doesn't need to meet everyday, once in a while will be great! XOXO

2009-12-21T04:11:00.002+08:00

I like to think that the past decade has been a time that I've learned so much about me. I finally had time to do things MY way and understand what I want. Learn from it and move on. It's not worth dwelling over something you can't control. It's fine to analyze but not fine to replay it over like a movie. I've learned to smile more. It goes a long way.

SMILE (:

2009-12-20T03:03:00.003+08:00

ITS HOLIDAY BABY!

Met b on thursday and friday evening and saturday night after work ^^.
Got my spect from wheelock, b got his sunglass. happy kidzz LOL!
Caught couple retreat like finally! Thursday forgot both timing, friday bad headache. LOl SUEY!
Holidays,i'm gonna chiong work!??? $_$

time to sleep work tmr,yawns!

Selling post!

2009-12-18T03:59:00.004+08:00

Selling: FOREVER 21
Studded Leatherette Mini Skirt

Tagged size: Small
29" approx waist, 12" length from waist to hem
Selling SGD$26 mailed (BNWT,just arrived!)

http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog_name=FOREVER21&category_name=btms&product_id=2073615795&Page=2

xmei-@hotmail.com

2009-12-15T16:49:00.006+08:00

Powerhouse on Saturday night. (:
Its been long since i club-ed,but that night was really bad.
It was really a damn last min,daphnne only called me at 10ishpm and i'm still at town with b.
Reached around 12am, only manage to get in at 2isham! Wtf right?
Police raiding thus entrance and exits are all block zzzzzz!
Well, i still enjoy myself!(;

2paper down,2more to go and HELLO HOLS! can't wait for it!

after paper today,went over b's cribs.
only caught 45mins of sleep,his mom came back and wake us up cause b need to go pml to report for his damage car!
my poor boy got into accident ytd morning. scared me out sia!
luckily no one is injure. the car is now in 'hospital' for at least a week.
what a xmas present for his parent sia!HAHAHAHA!
lunched with his parent and his bro sent me back while he went to work.
he bluff me,still tot can sleep ended up can't! ):
ok i need to take a nap now,marketing tmr ZzzzzZzz!

2009-12-13T11:59:00.000+08:00

"I know I'm not the most beautiful girl alive or the smartest girl alive, but I do know I'm the luckiest girl alive because I have you."

happy girl ^^

2009-12-11T13:02:00.004+08:00

Nokia N97 Mini - I own you now (:
Wed got my advance Xmas present from bf! Thanks b! (:
Initially i wanted to change to E72 but he prefer this phone.hehe
Thurs went bugis to get my denim shorts,iluma we bought adidas jacket together. Bought one for b as xmas present since he like it! I got something else in mind too,hope i got time to go check it out soon ;X

Been spending too much this week, must stop shopping alrdy! Tonight gonna swimmmmmmmm! Please don't rain. Sun,please be as hot as possible so this evening won't be cold ;D

2009-12-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

A trip down to malaysia w/ polymates after school.

2009-12-07T23:42:00.002+08:00

I love to tuck you in bed and give you a kiss, then left silently(:
The feeling's indescribable.

<3

2009-12-07T00:30:00.000+08:00

Jay Sean - Down

Baby are you down [x5]
Down, down
Even if the sky is fallin' down
Down, down (oh)

You already know
Tonight is the night to let it go
Put on a show (show, show)
I wanna see how you lose control
So leave it behind, cause we have a night to get away (away, away)
So come on and fly with me
As we make our great escape (escape, escape)

[Chorus:]
So baby don't worry
You are my only
You won't be lonely
Even if the sky is falling down
You'll be my only
No need to worry
Baby are you down [x5]
Down, down
Baby are you down [x5]
Down, down
Even if the sky is falling down

Just let it be
Come on and bring your body next to me
I'll take you away (ay)
Turn this place into our private getaway
So leave it behind, cause we have a night to get away (away, away)
So come on and fly with me
As we make our great escape
So why don't we run away

[Chorus:]
So baby don't worry
You are my only (oh)
You won't be lonely (oh)
Even if the sky is falling down
You'll be my only (yeah)
No need to worry
Baby are you down [x5]
Down, down
Baby are you down [x5]
Down, down
Even if the sky is falling down (oh, you down)

[Lil Wayne:]
Down like she's suppose to be
She gets down all over me
Down like her temperature
Cause' to me she's zero degrees
She's cold, over freeze
I got that girl from over seas
Now she's my Miss America
Now can i be her soldier, please
I'm fighting for this girl on the battlefield of love
Got me look like baby cupid
Sending arrows from above
Don't you ever leave the side of me
And waiting definitely, not probably
And honestly I'm down like that economy (Yeah)

[Chorus:]
So baby don't worry
You are my only
You won't be lonely
Even if the sky is falling down
You'll be my only (oh)
No need to worry (oh)
Baby are you down [x5] (oh, the sky is falling down)
Down, down (oh, down)
Baby are you down [x5] (oh, the sky is falling down)
Down, down (oh, down)
Even if the sky is falling down
Oh, oh, the sky is falling down

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2009-12-06T03:29:00.000+08:00

Monday is lovedddd <3 Cus it's BF's DAY ^^
Well,skipped school on monday cus i was really fricking tired after 4days of itshow + my da yi ma's here.
Went haji lane to shoppppp. Yayness cus i bought 2tops love it man! Hehe.
We went mustafa at night! LOL Bought real lots of tibits! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Singapore shld have more night shopping centre la!

"I've never felt like this before, I'm overwhelmed by an unbelievable amount of hatred for him, yet, I couldn't be more in love. it's like I want to throw him out into traffic, then risk my life to save him."

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2009-12-05T02:15:00.000+08:00

Formal Presentation on Tuesday.

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2009-12-04T17:15:00.000+08:00

lethargic, exhausted, melancholy.

New Windows 7: Simplify what you do everyday. Find the right PC for you.

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2009-12-02T00:49:00.000+08:00

SITEX'09 ROCKS TTM!
(not sales wise)

4days of friendship,awesome!
Big thanks to allan,joy and all the seagate promoters! You guys rocks! ^^

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2009-11-29T00:37:00.000+08:00

Last friday,met up w ccps girl's! Town-ed,then zouk! Great time w them,awesome babes!

Pictures tell it all!

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2009-11-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

I've never felt like this before, I'm overwhelmed by an unbelievable amount of hatred for him, yet, I couldn't be more in love. it's like I want to throw him out into traffic, then risk my life to save him.

workworkwork

2009-11-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

SITEX @ EXPO.
Hall 6 - Seagate Booth 6A20
26th - 29th Nov 2009!

Drop by if you are going
^^

Monday blueeee not!

2009-11-25T00:31:00.000+08:00

I used to hateee monday but i loveeeeee monday many many now.

Bf's day (: Normal routine every monday. Sleeping in his warmest hugs,sweet dreams only hahaha. ^^

He always bring me to eat nice food,feed me till full full likeeeee fat only! :XX Canele! Food's not bad,didnt expect it too be good. I love their fruit juiceeeee cause its a big big cup one hahaha drink until shiok! Not forgetting strawberry shortcake, my 2nd favourite cake hor. Its super yummy one! Heheheee. Prawning @ guillardmart (idk how to spell it) used to be singapore indoor stadium! The prawns there all baby one,i caught the most ^^ hehehee. Loveeee the days when b's off cause i hate to contact him thru sms oneeeee. Heheheee.

Just came home from b's houseeeeee. Went over for dinner because he got 2days off this week ^^ New dept tmr,hopeeee the schedule not sucky! ;D

Too many things to dooooo, will update on CCPS gathering tmr!! ^^

Suddenly so addicted t this song <3

2009-11-22T22:30:00.000+08:00

Go ahead just leave,
Can't hold you,
You're free
Here, take all these things,
If they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams
'Cause you meant the world
So did I deserve
To be left here hurt?

You think I don't know
(uh huh)
You're out of control
(uh huh)
And then I'm finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold
(uh huh)
You say it ain't so
(uh huh)
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love.

Yeah
What did I do but give love to you?
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet
All that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys
That's not what I need from you

You think that you know
(I do)
You've made yourself cold
(Oh, yeah)
How could you believe them over me?
I'm your girl
You're out of control
(So what?)
How could you let go?
(Oh, yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material?

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

So all this love I gave you, take it away
(Uh, uh huh)
You think material's the reason I came
(Uh, uh huh)
If I had nothing would you want me to say
(Uh, uh huh)
You keep your money, take it all away

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Ooh, my love
Ooh, my love

PSILOVEYOU!

2009-11-20T01:04:00.000+08:00

I loveeeee monday because it's my boyfriend day ;D I lovee to hug him to sleep,and having him by my side when i wake up. Had light lunch-cum-dinner with his mom before we hang out. Well, something happened made my blood boil! Talked it out,i hopeee its the truth b. Got my eye check at wheelock, the optician's great. He explain duper detail what's wrong with my eyeeee and tadah tadah b win, i got daily contact lens. i got t wear daily lens or spect(which is better) if i want my eye to recover and preventing it to go to 2nd stageeee. no worries! no chances of getting blindness ;X PScafee @ Palais, debbie's recommendation. Its awesome,i love the ambience. Food was great too(: And of cause, company by b that night was :DDD. Insufficent sleep thus we skipped movie,sorry baby will catch it next wk ok promise!

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2009-11-19T00:36:00.000+08:00

reminiscing the past. went t read my old blog (iam-speechless.blogspot.com) so many things happened and i realised i grew up a lot. i should be happy right? missing those old times. back then, b and i started contacting back around nov - dec last yr (from my blog) we met for movies and supper when we are free. haha. i actually like him a bit when the start of the year but after coming back from genting i realised the feeling wasn't that strong and i started to neglect him. hahahaha damn funny t say all this out ok. but then we still meet up for movie and supper like almost everyweek? things get better and the feeling's coming back and stronger. closer and closer each day. when he didn't sms me,i keep grumbling lol!! but everynight he will text me still ^^ on and on, we starting going for movie tgt w nich&yl. and thats when we get closer again until that day,at ecp was the day... lol not together i mean but we had heart t heart talk about life etc. ;X then we went shopping together at vivo! had dinner @ The Queen & Mangosteen! he bought me adidas water bottle! caught moviee - Terminator. then he sent me home by bus cause i insisted and was the first time i supposed. walked me back home then he took cab home. omg, thats was the day he held my hand(: blahblah,baked cookies,cupcakes for him. then he gave me surprise by appearing at my work place when he say he's at home lah! ^^ happy liao siol ok. went marina barrang (: it shows i rmb he went msia w his family w bmw club? thurs night he insisted to pick me up before he left. lol! on and on,meeting each other more and more often like couple alrdy. we went to kranji farm resort with nich&yl too damn damn fun new experience. and officially we are tgt on the 3rd of july (: brought me back and introduce to his family members tadatada. compromise my time with his work schedule, going bkk tgt. so used to having him by myside for that 5 days. and this will go on and on (althou we did quarrel,things happened but we talked things out etc). well,after so many years so many things happened i never regret i make this move instead,i found my new self one that i never knew i will be like this. XOXOXOXO <3

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2009-11-18T01:14:00.000+08:00

Met up with some 5A'07 classmates together with Mrskong @ Jpot! Nice catching up with them,too bad yeeteng didn't make it! Thanks Mrskong for the treat,awesome! Should try it ok? Its at vivo,under jumbo! But i don't think they got buffet one, but the food worth the price lah. Their mango ... i forgot what is that it but awesomeeeeeee! (:

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2009-11-14T02:24:00.000+08:00

I think my memory is getting bad! I forgot to bring my phone out AGAIN! Wtf righttttt,phone was so precious to me but i can actually survive w/o it ^^ But i kept forgetting that i don't have my phone with me because i keep digging into my bag for it LOL! Shuling still laugh at me! ): Well, catch up with puaychin on wednesdayyyyyyy. Window shopped,because i was too indecisive between 2dresses ;X I felt better after ranting abt how bad my life 've been recently! Hehe. I tend to get tired easily these day,so i came home early and she continue her day with tiffany (:

Srsly, i am not happy. I feel like crying. When i am unhappy, i can't say out to you because i know you are stress enough about your work. You hate it yet you got to complete your attachment. I uds thats why i don't want to burden you with all my nonsense but i can't take it anymore. Day by day, the unhappiness inside me is filling more and more. My heart is aching, like needles poking. I cldn't say out that make me feel ever horrible. Why am i always compromising you and tolerate your cold attitude. Its seems like my weekly schedule must be plan for you before i can plan for other stuffs or when suddenly you're free i got to fix my time out for you. Well, i don't mind doing all this for you. But whenever we meet, we are giving each other cold shoulder. Its always because when i see your 'sianed face' which spoilt my mood. <i>When did we have heart to heart talk before? When did you ever care for my feeling before? When did you tried to uds me before? I felt none from you before.</i> But i am still trying hard to let this r/s be stable, more lively. Try to communicate with you, in a cheerful way but what reply i always got? A dull oneeee. Day by day, our r/s is getting more and more plain, so dull. Why? Its not that i don't care. Everyday i am trying, but end of the day i really disappoint myself. Like i'm entertaining a wall. Baby, i'm not blaming you. But it takes two hands to clap. I'm here trying to make our r/s more lively, active but you are not. You know i am very sad because we actually drifted alot, and i mean ALOT. Now, i totally don't know about your life. What is going on alrdy. Because our daily conversation are just a few common msg, in the day and night until i know what will your text be talking about. Because you're unhappy with your work now hence i got to suffer too. Its not fair you know. I dislike my school,but my emotional never affect our r/s at all. Ever how bad/worse i've spent my day in school,i didn't throw a single attitude at you. The only time i will attitude you is when i see all your msges,your sarcasm or like w-t-f-msges. Baby can we stop all this. This is not a r/s i want. On the surface we seems ok, but deep down inside us we are not. To me its not because i find many problem in this r/s. For you, i really dont know because i really can't see thru you. Whenever i see your smile, i am v happy because i know you are happy(for that moment) and i smiled too. Its true,i felt so silly but well its ok to be silly for someone i love. All this, never happened in my past r/s before srsly. Not even compromising. How demanding, how attitude i were in the past(really don't feel like thinking them zz). Its totally a different me now. I actually can't believe i changed so much just for this r/s and it shows how much i cherish this r/s. But i still love you despite so many things happening. So baby, can you make me feel better?

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2009-11-12T01:01:00.000+08:00

"Life lives, life dies. Life laughs, life cries. Life gives up, and life tries. But life looks different through everyone's eyes."

2009-11-11T11:59:00.000+08:00

Nokia N97 mini - i own you now ;X
Ytd, got my early Christmas present from bf. (: Thanks bi ! Initially i wanted E72 but he prefer this phone!
Got hard time using this hp,but slowly getting use to it ^^
Today,we bought Adidas jacket together(: How random sia,part 1 of his Christmas present! Cause i got something else in mind too ^^

CT: Monday Cmath, Tuesday WDD, Wednesday Marketing, Thursday DSA! Grrrr im hell dead!

2009-11-11T11:55:00.000+08:00

2009-11-11T11:53:00.000+08:00

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2009-11-11T01:41:00.000+08:00

i hate to pretend that i'm alright when i'm not. i feel so fake,fuck!

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2009-11-10T02:36:00.000+08:00

Life's don't always go the way you want it to be. We got to give and take, forgive and forget, compromise, tolerate each other. Sometime i really wonder, why am i who am i today. All this years, so many things happened, i let go the past and move forward to my future. No one will know what will happen next like in the past idk i will have today. We can only predict the future and it totally sucks when comes to thinking abt the future, and afraid that things will go haywire and doesn't go the way predict. Arghhhhh,sometime tried not to think so much but the mind just go on and on.

Well, im kinda sian with those hetic livestyle. Those nightlife,party till dawn. I'm missing it,but at the same time i kinda sick of it. Idk why,maybe cause of school. I can't afford to skip school anymore,gpa gpa grrrr. Maybe once in a while i'm cool,but i can't take it if i'm partying like i used to. ;X well,a good thing right. (and maybe it because of my bf)

It sucks when its monday again, but thinking about its the only day i can hang out with bf, cheers me up although school's at 8am -.- So now i need to wait till saturday night? to meet up with bf after his family photo/my class gathering. Oh its not cfm yet. Awww what to do when his attachment's night shift and my school's in the morning. This period sucks for him, as well as for me. What to do,ranting everyday but the fact won't change! So, just tolerate for another 20days??? when he change dept. Zzzzz

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2009-11-07T01:53:00.000+08:00

Bf caught this 2 for me at ms arcade ^^ Cute right!

I am so not myself recently. I just want everything to go my way. I didn't take things seriously like i used to. My life is so fucked up now. Sat down by myself and reflect upon myself. How bad my attitude was, how everyone around me tolerate and give in to me. Its my bad. My parents, my friends and esp bf. I get frustrated easily, very easily.

I simply hate waking up early in the morning for school, and i mean real early like 6am. I'm used to night life, i can't sleep early, before 12am even when i am tired thus having insufficent sleeps. Thats why i get frustrated very easily. When ive insufficent sleeps, i am very bitchy i just want everything to go my way.

I dislike myself for who i am those days so i am not going to let it repeat. A swear i am gonna kick the habit away. Forcing myself to study hard for my course. Have been searching for degree course. I need 3.5 if i wanna further study on multimedia if not i will go for either accounting or marketing (but its so not me)? I'm not young anymore,i need my future to be a bright one. I'm not from wealth family so i can't expect my parents to be supporting me after i graduate. Soooo i need to start planning, move ahead and be successful. Sooooo i promise i will study very hard, stop skipping school like i always did.

Bf and i haven't been spending quality and i am alittle unhappy about it. He's working night shift,and my school is always damn early. We hardly contact nowadays,just few text a day. Countable ok and recently he's phone reception is super bad sometime i can't even get thru his phone. If you know me well, i am not a bf's girl at all. yet im here complaining about us not spending quality time. I srsly hate this but i can't do anything. Bf can't do anything too cause he's having attachment. We hardly communicate, sooner or later we sure got communication problem one. I will just bear w it for another 20more days?(thats what he told me) But i know we will be good after this period. Being together we gotta compromise,tolerate each other and i know i can.(:

Enough of ranting,everything is over. I will be another person tmr. A Happy go lucky xmei from today onward! CHEERS XOXO!

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2009-11-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

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2009-11-02T19:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TWELVE FIRST KARVEN HENG!!

How did you guys spent you halloween this year? well mine was a simple one but lovely night. as usual,work at taka did stock taking which too me one whole day! Off work at 7plus,baby came over to pick me up cause was raining heavily. OH all thanks to the rain,night safari was cancelled ): Caught midnight movie, jennfier's body. Yahoo website stated that its comedy but why like horror siol! Cheat my feeling ): Hahaha. Home ard 2ish.

Sunday,didn't work but ve to wake up at 11 in the morning ): Waited for baby to pick me up,had dinner with his family plus gonggong and popo at marriot wan hao chinese resturant. ITS BABY'S TREAT! That meal cost him his whole month attachment salary! But well,at least he's filial to his parent! Good thing! Went over tangs,bought a lipstick from benefit! Thanks aunty ^^ Bought a mini mouse too,damn portable hahaha! ION was next. This is my first time going shopping tgt with his family. (: The feeling was awesome! Hehe. Send his grandparent back and headed to karven heng's 21st birthday! Hmmm,didnt stay late cus monday's lesson at 8am ):

AND i overslept this morning! HAHAHA. Cmaths is getting more and more difficult! ): Need to catch up soon. Roar!

Fyi: Im at baby's crib,waiting for his parent to be back for dinner. Im famished! Didn't eat breakfast and lunch man! ): Aunty,uncle faster come back!!! HAHAHAHA!

I feel fat,i am so gonna start jogging! Tmr after school. Yes lah settle! ^^

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2009-10-31T00:35:00.000+08:00

OMG! HE IS SO HANDSOME!

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2009-10-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

Saturday night, virgin trip to rebel. 3words, i don't like :X The music wasn't that nice,crowd wasn't that fun. Sooooooo, daphnne,kwan,edward and me headed to powerhouse. Ok, its so much better. Jasmine was there at the podium. Daphnne company was great,like always(: Bf came to pick me up after his work and we slacked at my void deck till dawn. (: Surprisingly,i drank duper lil that day^^

This few days were hell for me... Feeling so horrible,no mood for anything. Just feel like stoning and sleeping.. ZZZZZzzz But i'm alright now. Moodswing's gone,i'm happy like always(: CHEERS ^^ Weekend,halloween! I don't think i will be hitting the club cause im meeting bf to night safari or a movie ^^

Ciao,10am lesson tmr. Can sleep a lil longer ^^

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2009-10-29T00:26:00.000+08:00

Mood swing. Attitude like shit. Feeling like so crappy. I hate the way i am now. I just wanna be alone.

I will be alright after awhile.... Sometime i need to reflect upon myself,its suck i swear!

da yi ma sucks.

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2009-10-28T01:37:00.000+08:00

Cousin's wedding dinner!

Catch up with my childhood friend :D Omg,i shld dig out our oldhouse photo and compare with the current photo we took. LOL! And my lil niece is soooo cute! Its the first time since our whole family attended my relative's wedding dinner,good or bad? LOL.

OK,2day's down 3more days to go! I can't wait for weekends!

lesson @ 8am ):

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2009-10-26T01:26:00.000+08:00

you make me feel so shitty now _|_

speechless&dilemma. i srsly hate this.