I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with eachother; for those were some of the best times of my life.
All this while, its because you've motives thats why i'm your good friend. Now that you don't have the motive anymore, this is how you treat your friend? I've see the changes in you. Yes, we are no longer close i'm sad about this, because i treated you as my true friend, my buddy. But this is the shit i get, cause you've your motive. Now that its gone, you treat your friend differently. All i can say, you're FAKE.
(You knw who you're im not gonna state any name. I know you will read my blog. This post it for you. I'm not giving any attitude here or in fb but then its the fact and its how i feel.)
5 more days.
i can't imagine my days there, cause i will be sleeping with someone disgusting -.-
sharing the same room as her for a month, omfg. :X
somehow i don't feel like going anymore .....
1) Hair treatment.
2) Get new laptop by wednesday.
3) Install all necessary software i need for fyp.
4) Get my backpack.
5) Settle my travel insurance.
6) Pack my luggage.
7) Change RMB and HK dollar.
8) Pedi/manicure @ fep.
So, please, just be patient. I'm so afraid to care about someone. I know it seems like I'm this strong girl who can get through everything, but inside I'm very fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering.
